Can't wait to be with you

In my ideal world, there would be no questions that can't be answered. In my ideal life, there would be Love, friends and a good job. I would live in a nice flat, or nice house. I would go away from here, I would run away from those fucked up people, from that fucking insane atmosphere. I would live for and by myself. In my ideal world there would be you and me sitting by the shore watching our kids making sand castles. The dog, a beautiful black cocker spaniel named "Chester" would joyfully jump around. I would hold your hand, take a plunge in your amazing eye in the kind sunlight and think : "Jesus ! I'm fucking lucky".

In my ideal life, I would forget all the rubbish stuff that happened to me before, I wouldn't think of all the freaky shit that disturbed guy told me when I was spending my days in that tiny room, trying to focus on my work. I would be so relieved to stay in our flat, being myself, doing (nearly) whatever I want without the fear of the other's reactions. I wouldn't spend a single evening crying, freaking out, wondering why I'm here and what the hell I'm doing among those people.

In my ideal life, you would be here, supporting me when I'm down, smiling at me when I'm nervous, kissing me when I stay by myself, giving me a cup of coffee when I work, making love to me. You would love me and my life would be so full that everything would seem simple. There would be pain, of cource, sometimes but there would be life and love. We would invite our friends, cook a nice diner for them and share good times. We would laugh thinking of these last months. I would get rid of all the negative shit that surround me right now. People would just leave me alone, leave us alone, feel happy for us. I've had enough of this fucking bullshit.

Will I manage to handle this situation during the following months ?

Baby my ideal life is my daily life with you and the world means nothing to me if you're not part of it. I'm not made to live with the others but I'm not made to live alone. I was made to be with you.